I am completely exhausted and also going through the 'should have, could have, oh maybe if...' post filming thoughts. This is not helped given I am with the flu of swine. If the film turns out like a William Burroughs sick dream then this will in part be due to a large ingestion of drugs, fluids and sheer determination.
My flu could be non specific but then that would mean I got it from Sharon Rose at out bloggy lunch! Luckily my GP is of the common sense sort and realising that bed rest was not an option, gave me all the tops tips, requisite drugs and reassured me that unless I was working with someone pregnant or with chronic bronchitis then I was not being reckless as we are in a pandemic and all hope is abandoned of containment.
I still feel as if I'm having a surreal out of body experience due to the flu but my temperature is down, the expulsions (don't ask) are abating but my body is still aching acutely and the cough is manageable. Thankfully, Mr MDS took petit garcon into nursery today so bed rest is on the cards. The worst bit is the headache which isn't a headache because it is a viral thing. However fever does produce amazing dreams.
If I hadn't been so poorly then today I would have re shot a few things but you can only push your body so far.
I took a few photos on my blackberry during filming yesterday - I'm not giving anything away though! I hope to have a screening at the London College of Fashion in November and will of course invite the blogosphere crew! Now excuse me while I go and die....